SINUSOIDAL second

Gone, with the winds, was my freshyear

Yet distinguished was life ahead….. oh dear!

With once doubling up the laugh and cheer;

And very next…… mere tear!!!

Deciphering my thoughts….

I rose

In search of a plain, found a plateau

In search of a place, got a chateau

In search of a hand, found a heart

In search of an end, got a start

In search of help, found a soul

In search of self, got a whole

I fall

Wounds were the memories from past

Injury was the deserted seclusion

Wounds were the untrusted days

Injury was the mate of fallacy

Wounds were the lack of interests

And….injury was a changing priority!

I rose

Again taking that curve on my face had great voyage

Companions to entourage and no one to sabotage

Lands of love dance fruits and chance…. became my destination

And victory knowledge and experiences, were a matter of fascination

I fall

Backing to the darker self I lost a part

Trying to adhere myself I got apart

To perpetuate one relation I screwed other

To stop being nudged I made them all bother

And finally…. I rose

I worked, I didn’t; on whole a tint;

I yelled, I spoke; all clear no choke;

I game, I tame; one name on fame;

I portrayed, I staged ; all real not camouflaged;

I met, I friendzone; all booked never alone;

I roamed, I moved; then helped I improved;

I shone, I showcase; all glamour new phase;

I learned, I solved; relieved resolved;

I partied, I celebrate; then captured and ADUMBRATE;

So…. I rose, I fall; not clear all colloidal ;

This made my second a sinusoidal  !!!!